Heylow guys,
He are something new, something that I never experienced before.I have a new crush… I think.  Its weird.  Its a new one to me because I’ve known this kid for 8 years and I’ve never really felt anything for him but now I keep noticing things about him that I never really payed attention to… He’s sarcastic, he’s funny, he’s cute as hell and he knows how to brighten a room… I don’t know… its new for me to feel this way about him…

And maybe I’m just over-analyzing again, but sometimes I catch him watching me when I’m not looking or, I’ll look at him and he;ll look away… and then when we do make eye contact its usually because we had the same thought about what someone said.  We always laugh at the same things… I like his laugh too.  It reflects him.Weird yet… I don’t know, something overt… Its really weird.  I don’t know… I’m pretty sure he’s straight but you never know… I’d like the opportunity to get to talk to him though… I’m not entirely sure why…He smiles a lot and has a really nice smile and cool hair and cool style and I think I’m crushing.He are not boring or vain or simple or mean.  He’s one of my closest friends…But,i really hopes that there's no any single fake hopes that were given to me ok.That’s not what i currently need. Not right now.