I don’t know if you’re reading this or not. But I just want to let you know that I did what I felt was right. I am scared. I don’t want to lose you. You were my best friend.
I love my best friend so much and i would do anything for her.Now i just found out that shes moving schools! i busted into tears and i cried for hours!! i kept think oh my gosh this can't be happening! and now every where i look i either i think of her or start crying! im gonna miss her sooooo much!!! ill never get to see her!! whos gonna make me laugh, smile, give me the joke in the world, and whos gonna be my best friend!!! no one and i mean no one can replace her!!!!! I hate this.I don’t know what to do, what to pick and I’m terrified of losing my best friends next year. I should probably let go and hope for the best but I’m freaking out.

Dear friend,
I hope you get everything you wish for. I hope your mornings are bright and your nights are hopeful. I hope you get that promotion to elementary school. I hope you take up a hobby that makes your heart happy.i hope you"ll be the best accountant. I hope your family is always there for you and you have the best friends in the world. I hope you laugh until your cheeks hurt. I hope that your eyes are never stained with tears. I hope that you travel far and experience all the joys of this world. But most of all, I hope you find that one person in your life that you can call your own. That one person who make you smile as i did, who will hold your hand in times of need as i did, who will take your tears and make them their own as i did. I hope you find this person and they are everything you dreamed of.
This is what I hope.

Our first met when we were in standard 1 at SKSU,your reaction when you're in angry is your eyes kept looking up and i wonder what are you looking for.Your style,your laugh.I hope those things will instill in yourself forever.I know my absence will not makes any changes in your life,or anyone life.When i heard you want to move to your mom's school,i do not want to cry at first,but,holding this tears are hurt. i busted into tears and i cried for hours.I really hope that you are not moving.Or else,who gonna have "mulut murai",who gonna have "budak suka berjalan",who gonna have the loudest laugh in my life.All those things got in you.Do you remember our "platinum" last year?hurmmsss alissa.alissa.alissa.alissa.last night,i laid on my bed and thinking what gonna happens next.and i cried,till i fell asleep.